If only i could sing to you

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change i've spent on you
Where Have the times gone baby
It's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two

Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember
The people we used to be
It's even harder to picture
That you're not here next to me
You say it's too late to make it
But is it too late to try?
And then that time that you wasted
All of our bridges burnt down

I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I've spent on you
Where have the times gone baby
It's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this 
All those fairytales are full of it
One more stupid love song I'll be sick.

You turned your back on tomorrow
Cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow
But just gave it away
You can't expect me to be fine
I don't expect you to care
I know I said it before
But all of our bridges burnt down

I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change i've spent on you
Where have the times gone baby
[- From :http://www.elyrics.net/read/m/maroon-5-lyrics/payphone-lyrics.html -]
It's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
And all those fairytales are full of it 
One more stupid love song i'll be sick

Now I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I've spent on you..

Update of life~

It's been a while since i blogged. Been tiring these days with school, work and now kayaking training. I'm gonna be fit and toned with all these training. Monday is Swimming, Thursday is Land Training and Saturday is Land plus Rowing training. See how packed my schedule is! hahaha. But it is all worth it, i hope! Swimming training are the best, even though i only had it once and it was kind of stupid of me. I was supposed to breathe in when i am in the air and when i go in the water, i am supposed to breathe it out through my mouth. However, i just kept my breathe and blow it out when i raised my head back up in the air! No wonder i cannot move forward. Well its been 4 weeks of school and my body is draining out of energy already, I NEED MY HOLIDAYS NOW! Well please enjoy this song from Boyce Avenue. His Voice is Heaven. :) 

choices~

“Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.” 
― Marilyn Monroe


In life, there are many choices to choose from. Different choices comes in each day, is whether we realize it or not. Sometimes when we have too much choices or too little choices, we complain and make a fuss about it. However, we only realized it after choosing that choice, whether we were contented or not. Choices can be as simple as " do i want to have beef steak or fish and chip for dinner?" Or i could have other options if i want to. It is how you open up your options to the choices you have. I could have said " Should i eat beef steak? or should i eat chicken chop? or should i eat korean food?" and the list will go on and on and on. In life, our list should just go on and on and on cause it would be better to have more choices than rather being stuck with a few. I guess the most important part is choosing the correct choice you want in life. For me choosing Law as my diploma wasn't the correct move i would say honestly but at least i know my future is secured. Well i can't regret now cause i am in my second year already but i know i would choose my choices wisely from now on.


PS: Sorry for the english! :)