Zamir 11 Birthday

His 11th Birthday!

His old baby photos.

Now look, his all grown up! haha

Sometimes i wish that zamir would just stay as a baby forever cause firstly he is irritating, secondly he really cannot stop talking and lastly seeing him growing up makes me feel old. HAHA! Seeing him now reminds me of the time when i was still in primary school of all the memories that i had. Haiz, why do we have to grow up so fast. Time please rewind back so that i can enjoy and correct my mistakes that i made years ago. Anyways, being 8 years apart, i hope we would have a stronger siblings relationship even after settling down with our own families. Even though he can be annoying at times, he still is my younger brother. Heh, I'm not such a bad sister after all!
Anyways, Happy 11TH Birthday!

Not forgetting his ice cream cake!

And so moving on, I was so elated meeting my adorable cousins after a long long time! We were quite bored until i suggested to take photo since they love taking photos!

Here's a few of it. 

Finally my super adorable 5 months old cousin! Hafiy! 

I have always spelt it as Hafey, HAHA! opps. 

Enjoy~

School Day 1

School Day 1

So today is back to school after a month plus plus of holidays. Even though my lessons were like from 11am-1pm, 1pm-2pm and 6pm-7pm (which i end up skipping the 6pm one,opps), the time was well spent with my poly mates! It's nice to see them, everyone was like in reunion mode outside lecture halls. I love the prezzies i received! I really like the masquerade, if only it was bigger i would wear it everywhere i go. Just Joking. HAHA! Maybe to parties i guess. After Poly, I'm determined to travel around the world, it is my all time dream to witness the beautiful places on earth. Hopefully it comes true! *Praying Hard!*

Donald Duck keychain from Hong Kong
Storage Cupcake from Doha
Eiffel Tower Keychain from Paris
Masquerade Magnet from Venice
Thanks for the present!! :)

On a side note, There is this Korean Boy Group called BoM that is quite underrated but their music and lyrics is really nice.The group is not your everyday cute songs that most korean groups performed, this group is more to Ballads which i kind of like.
Enjoy~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NT1ud4ahx70&feature=related

 

Yureka Teppanyaki

Yureka Teppanyaki Restaurant

Since it so difficult in Singapore to find a halal japanese food besides Hei sushi, Yureka Teppanyaki is the next best place to visit. The food is great and well-suited for a family gathering. It is quite costly but worth every penny.  The garlic fried rice is a MUST try, too bad i didn't take a photo since i was too busy munching away.  The roast duck is delicious. I was kind of scared trying to eat the duck but it was good, didn't really expect to be that good.  Furthermore, i got to see the chef at work and it was really entertaining and mesmerising i must say. HAHA!
Enough said enjoy the pictures! :)

The kitchen

Chef at work! 

Ice lemon tea and Pure Green tea( Freaking BITTER!)

Yakitori( Thats what i remember, i think, HAHA!)

Miso Soup

Sweet & Spicy Fish( Just check the menu, i aint sure of the name! :P)

Sushi Set( One of the set! haha)

Roast Duck!

It will cost about S$100++ with other food that i didnt captured. The outlet i went to was at Kembangan, a walking distance from the Mrt Station.
Enjoy

Growing up.

Growing up 

Every human being started off as a small life in our mother's womb, like a plant in the soil. It all started from a seed. A small seed. Plants need to be watered every day and also needs sufficient sunlight for it to grow tall and bloom in this world. Each day, the plant will slowly but surely grow bit by bit. Growth like this we don't see it, we only wait for it to show a part of it. Once we see a leaf coming out from the soil, we know that it's growing well. Days, months, years past by, the plant became a full fledge living thing. Even though each plant has their own uniqueness, there is one main thing that all plants are similar, that is giving us air to breathe. There are days when plants have their own challenges, sun with no rain, rain with no sun, deforestation, pollution, etc. This whole process is similar to humans. Parents found new hope when we were still growing. Even though they couldn't see our growth, they knew we were growing well. When we were born, it was their most happiest day in life. A new hope for them, a new beginning for us. Slowly yet surely, we will start to crawl, walk, talk and learn. Days,months,years have past, what did we actually learned when growing. Pain, heartache, problems, disappointment, happiness, gratitude, success, etc. Most of the times we were blinded by wealth and love that we forgot who we really are. I guess growing up made me realised things that i never could have possibly done but actually did. People who i once or twice met became close friends. Friends who were once close became distant. When we thought that nothing could stand in our way together, i didn't face reality then. It's hard knowing someone you like, liking another person. Someone you need most, just turn their backs away from you. All humans are the same, the only one thing that differentiate us are our smile. One thing in life i learnt was, was to move on. You can't change your past but you can change your future. 

Nargis 

Insecurity

Many of us girls feel insecure about our physical appearance whenever we are out in public. I guess it is normal to feel that way. However, this insecure feeling can be a really big burden to us. We feel insecure about our looks, our body and we envy other girls who has it all. When we see ourselves in the mirror, we look and say "did i put on weight", " OMG, Why i look so fat", "Stupid Pimple" then we will go on a diet and put on make up to cover our pimple. In actual fact, we are just fine. I guess i am guilty of this too.I can don't eat for like 3 days consecutively. Well i put on minimal make up and sometimes thick when pimples can be damn annoying. Whenever i look at other girls, i really envy them. Some have nice figure, nice facial, clear complexion and whatever i think i don't have. After so much of thinking i guess we girls are all uniquely different. We have something beautiful that we always thought it isn't that great, we might not notice it but others do. Every girl is envy of other girls and that other girls are also envy of other girls. It is just the same old routine that has been circulating in this society. We should be thankful that we are blessed with all 5 senses and are able-bodied. We live life once and is best to do whatever we like before we don't get too. Go on a diet if you want or just keep eating, put on  thick makeup or just go natural but most importantly just don't forget that we girls are the most beautiful human beings on this earth.Just stare yourself in the mirror and say it out loud, I'm beautiful no matter what others say about me. 

My new jacket with APPLETART on it! wahaha.

Btw, I am a CASSIOPEIA! I will forever support the five of them! DBSK for the win! Enjoy! 

If only i could sing to you

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change i've spent on you
Where Have the times gone baby
It's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two

Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember
The people we used to be
It's even harder to picture
That you're not here next to me
You say it's too late to make it
But is it too late to try?
And then that time that you wasted
All of our bridges burnt down

I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I've spent on you
Where have the times gone baby
It's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this 
All those fairytales are full of it
One more stupid love song I'll be sick.

You turned your back on tomorrow
Cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow
But just gave it away
You can't expect me to be fine
I don't expect you to care
I know I said it before
But all of our bridges burnt down

I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change i've spent on you
Where have the times gone baby
[- From :http://www.elyrics.net/read/m/maroon-5-lyrics/payphone-lyrics.html -]
It's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
And all those fairytales are full of it 
One more stupid love song i'll be sick

Now I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I've spent on you..

Update of life~

It's been a while since i blogged. Been tiring these days with school, work and now kayaking training. I'm gonna be fit and toned with all these training. Monday is Swimming, Thursday is Land Training and Saturday is Land plus Rowing training. See how packed my schedule is! hahaha. But it is all worth it, i hope! Swimming training are the best, even though i only had it once and it was kind of stupid of me. I was supposed to breathe in when i am in the air and when i go in the water, i am supposed to breathe it out through my mouth. However, i just kept my breathe and blow it out when i raised my head back up in the air! No wonder i cannot move forward. Well its been 4 weeks of school and my body is draining out of energy already, I NEED MY HOLIDAYS NOW! Well please enjoy this song from Boyce Avenue. His Voice is Heaven. :) 

choices~

“Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.” 
― Marilyn Monroe


In life, there are many choices to choose from. Different choices comes in each day, is whether we realize it or not. Sometimes when we have too much choices or too little choices, we complain and make a fuss about it. However, we only realized it after choosing that choice, whether we were contented or not. Choices can be as simple as " do i want to have beef steak or fish and chip for dinner?" Or i could have other options if i want to. It is how you open up your options to the choices you have. I could have said " Should i eat beef steak? or should i eat chicken chop? or should i eat korean food?" and the list will go on and on and on. In life, our list should just go on and on and on cause it would be better to have more choices than rather being stuck with a few. I guess the most important part is choosing the correct choice you want in life. For me choosing Law as my diploma wasn't the correct move i would say honestly but at least i know my future is secured. Well i can't regret now cause i am in my second year already but i know i would choose my choices wisely from now on.


PS: Sorry for the english! :)

Friendship~

I don't know how to express this feeling of being disappointed in people. I know that sometimes people are busy with their school work, personal life and others, but i guess sparing a few minutes wishing someone on their birthday is no sin right? I kept thinking that they might have forgotten due to their busy schedule which did not allow them to spare a single minute at all. However, the feeling of being really disappointed just can't seem to fade away easily. Whatever it is that I am feeling right now, i hope it would fade away soon. 


Today went by so dull. I thought that my psych teacher was a guy, in the end my teacher was a female! Hah! One stupid mistake i did today was asked a question on the meaning of M! I would never want to ask questions again! It was so embarrassing that 1/4 of my class laughed at me. School ended at 10.35am, damn early, sometimes i wonder how they make our timetable. Met small Aisyah who never fail to wave at people she knows. HAHA! She told me a HUGE secret, which i am not going to share! heh. After saying goodbyes, i ended up at White Sands Library. Borrowed like four books and one book is about woman's body which i thought was about Best Friends. Hah! I really am Blur. Here is a sneak preview of the book, 


" I held it in my gloved hands, with mixed feeling of repulsion and pride, and when we did rounds on the patient later that night I blurted out, "I held your uterus!" She looked at me like I was the fungus on a moldy piece of pizza, but i bragged about it for weeks at school, as if it was something I did everyday." 


So i have no idea how am i going to handle the book but i got to be educated in this i guess, since a lot of my  friends would love to educate me. Hah! Well I hope tomorrow would be better than today because i took an afternoon nap for like 3 hours. pfft! 


PS: Thanks for reading! :) 

Birthday 2~

I will post a longer post then.haha.
I would love to thank everyone who had wished me, surprised me with cake and presents and just being there for me whenever i need a helping hand. Thank you so much GUYS! I found new friends and kept old friends. Where would i ever find friends like you guys, especially MY BEST FRIEND, SUFIAH!! :)
Cherokees
Netballers
Law mates B1LO2
Numix <3
Secondary school friends and juniors
New friends.

Birthday~

Someday Everything will all make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason. ~ No idea by who. haha.